Venting

Hello,
Yesterday was very uninventful. I went to my incredible sucky job!! The boyfriend came over last night and we hd dinner and went to church. Church was good. After church we went to get some ice cream. yum!!

Today, i am doing the same thing. My life is pretty boring!! I dont know why i am even writing this. Greys Anatomy comes on tonight, but i am going to miss it. I am going to a dinner with my mom.
I am currently wanting on my insurance company to approve my gastric lap band surgery. I really hope they approve it and that i find out soon. I was devasted when i found out that they turned it down once, but i am hopeful!! The boyfriend doesnt want me to have the surgery, because he says he likes the way i look, thats sweet of him. I dont like the way i look. I want to be able to walk into the mall and not have to by clothes from Lane Bryant, I want to go to a store and not have to buy plus sizes, it sucks. I know the boyfriends friends talk about me and how the boyfriend could do better. Oh well!!! I hope it happens. Well i guess thats enough venting for today.
Until till tomorrow
Buh Bye!!